What to say when someone asks you what’s wrong?
What is it about today..
My chest hurts, & I have this huge knot in my throat, & there’s tears falling out of my eyes. And it’s something I have no control over. It’s just happening. Fuck I’m sad, and I shouldn’t be. I should be used to this by now, but I’m not. It’s fucking hard and it won’t fucking leave me alone. I wish I could just get away, but I also wish for a lot of other stuff that’s never going to happen. Just needed to let that out. Now back to pretending I’m fine.
